Listening to: spanish lullaby - madonna
Feeling: detached
yeah we had pit today... and i was kinda not looking forward to it... but it kinda has the same soothing quality as swim used to. i guess playing my baby bass has the same effect as la natacion which is good i guess.
it made me feel a lot better than id been all day - got my mind off asking the hott White-Shirted One to semi, which was on my mind all day. id been progressively feeling sicker and sicker and more and more nippy noodles haha, ever since global which always makes me fall madly in love with him all over again. *sigh*
hahaha i was talking to heather about it... and i said the name and then...
party: hott sexxxx
party: and his brother hangs out with my brother
party: who was just reading over my shoulder just now
16323: awesome
party: haha
16323: lol
party: so i think i might be screwed
i am soooo retarded. and immature? in the way i talk about him as well as everything else combined. like what i wore today to cover my butt, or not to... but we absolutely WILL NOT get into that. hahahaha.
dude by the time i get halfway through these entries the song has changed like 3 times, and now its "hero" by enrique (not chez it, iglesias lmao) and this song always makes me depressed but in a good way. *scratches head in a baffled way*
hahaha at lunch alice randomly asked me if i was an alcoholic beverage what would i be... and i found the question so intriguing that i took out a piece of paper and started writing down what everybody at our lunch table would be, and alex started suggesting that i would accidentally hand it in as homework and then id get suspended and theyd call our parents like "did you know your children have been consuming alcoholic beverages at lunch?!" lmfao. speaking of which we had a drug bust today. or something. it was annoying. oh yeah to finish the alcoholic beverages thing... turns out im tequila :P haha go figure...
"come up to my place"... ;-)
forgetting my body
i watch as it walks away
and i just keep drinking the poison
and smoking the cartons
a pack and a half a day