O man guys... THAT is what I needed!!!! CONVO was absolutely AMAZING, I always forget how good it feels, I just remember ghosts in the deepest, most unreachable realms of my soul... And how much positive energy there is there, so I'm still on a kinda melancholy high... And spent today handing out hug coupons :x hahahaha It is sooo hot!! like whoa! The band concert was like being on fire, in more ways than one ;-p hahaha jk. Just like... death onstage under the lights in our unheated aud in tux shirts. And my room is like a disaster zone haha, cuz I was too lazy to unpack and will probably end up making a rite out of it, like bawling hysterically and taking an unreasonably long time over all the little things haha. *sigh* And I'm sad cuz my color ink cartridge is being dumb and won't print my pictures so I can put them on the comp and start my '05 slide show. lol. Maybe Iain has a capture card I could borrow... So anyways, there were some absolutely amazing people at CONVO... actually not some, many. And everybody was saying "AMAZING" all the time. I was in heaven. haha. It really puts my own life into perspective... my IQ went up and my whole jumble of thoughts is organized now, and I feel the love I've been crazy over missing lately. So hopefully I can keep the confidence and love to keep in touch with the CONV-ites while still being closer than ever with my Am-dam friends for a month and a half before I leave :-/ But I'm extra excited about India now cuz it's really coming up fast, and now I have going to CONVO basically alone under my belt to give myself a boost of courage for when I get to Woodstock! WOOT!