its a new day with new things... im better. well better isnt the word but ive got my oatmeal now and thats nice. i lost my Hot Hot Heat cd and now im sad cuz i had to go out to the mall to get that. blargh i hate the mall. i used to have this friend named Paul. he hates me now cuz we were "spending too much time together and it was unfair to my bf" well whatever, but we had gotten into this big fight and like he hates me and now no matter how much i say sorry he could care less. i miss him as a friend tho. he dosent know that and i dont think hed care if he did.... i just wish i had someone to talk to agian. Please don't go crazy, if I tell you the truth No you don't know what happened And you never will if You don't LISTEN TO ME while I talk to the wall This blanket is freezing, it's been out in the hall Where you've had me for hours Till I'm sure what I want But darling I want the same thing that I wanted before So sweetheart tell me what's up I WONT STOP no way Please keep your hands down And stop raising your voice It's hardly what I'd be doing if you gave me a choice It's a simple suggestion can you give me sometime So just say yes or no Why can't you SHOULDER THE BLAME Coz both my shoulders are heavy From the weight of us both You're a BIG BOY NOW so let's not talk about growth You've not heard a single word I have said... Oh, my God... Please take it easy it can't all be my fault I haven't made half the mistakes That you've listed so far Oh baby let me explain something It's all down to DRUGS At least I remember taking them and not a lot else It seems I've STEPPED OVER LINES You've drawn again and again But if the ecstacy's in the wit is definitely out Dr. Jekyll is wrestling Hyde for my pride