i do wish ever so much that my heart would stop beating so fast i fell in a puddle on my walk and now im all wet it doesnt matter much to me though i love the smell of water i leave the windows open when it rains as it is open now i wish i could go swimming right now something about completely surrounded and totally weightless about the crazy blueish tint about knowing that it can only last so long before you have to turn back to get some air is it possible for me to sneak out tonight and go to bog's gym and get a membership just to swim? probably not it wouldnt be a good idea because i have to clean a house tomorrow and i dont want to be so tired that i fall asleep on some other person's floor although i have slept on their floor before and i think theyd be quite understanding if they came home and found me there they say the element of taurus is earth and while i do love green lush jungles and soft brown dirt i think it is only appropriate that i love water so much i mean what the earth IS like 90% water, right?