depressing. i guess i havent been writing much worth while. i should. sit down and write a personal essay for all you. tell you what is really up with the world you pretend to live in. right now. im bothered by white, cheap, plastic, pannel siding. for houses. not so much if its blue, or some other color. but white really pisses me off. cuz they dont clean it. its dirty. if you live in a house with white pannel siding, im sorry. i really feel for you down in the depths of my heart. it probably sucks really bad. i want to break these shackels that bind me so bad all these fields have slowly blended together to form one, green and brown, insurmountable blob. in my head. go away soy beans. just go away.