sweet... i thought i was all trippin this mornin cuz i couldnt get on... now i know its not me... yay! today was great. got my dress. musical practice was wonderful.. and im starting to realize that i CAN ALMOST sing. its a confidence thing. when jeremey is there, its like i dont care cuz we can just be waaay stupid we also had a "group therapy session" after most everyone left. it was nice. although i didnt get to talk about all that crap shawn and emily put me through.. i really dont seem to care. i love cresten and thats all that matters cuz he bought me a 75 cent fake rose yesterday and said that he "already has his marriage proposal planned, ya know... like just in case in the future" so im wondering. drew also sang me a rather interesting song tonite, about "not being able to keep it down". lol it was wonderful... sometimes i think i see a side of him that not too many other people see... and it is hilarious. i went to dennys sunday night with kevin zach and some kid and it was fun. i dont feel like typin more so i wont evaluate. ill just say that zach rubbed butter all over his face and told the waitress she had "huge knockers" and that on the way home i found that Kevin dosent believe in true love... which i find sad, because, even though he dosent know it... secretly i love him too. just not as much as cresten... come to think of it... i love everyone. I even love you!!!!