im scared. hes still not home. still hasnt called. maybe i should give it time. but i dont want to. i want to make sure hes ok.. make sure hes home. but hes not. i dont know where hes at. no one does. please come back. stop running. oh my god. i miss you .. i need you.. your mom is crying rivers... please stop this nonsense! god. i may be forced to leave you. i dont want to. i cant handle this shit anymore. i wont tell you what i did last night.