(just a note... my current mood is more like "nearly resentful towards life and/or God" i think sometimes... no all the time.. but just sometimes about this one thing... that i should run away. say no more school. no more life. just run away. take my money. buy a ticket to Jamacia or the Virgin Islands... and just live there. cuz itd would be waaaaaaaay less stressful. i believe i will have a stess related heart attack before im twenty-five. then again, according to the Mayan Calendar, the world is supposed to end before im twenty-five. so.......whatever shall i do?