ahh not one night home this week. late nights catch up with you. thats a fact. well some freaky stuff happened last night. i dont feel obligated to tell. but it was at craig's with an oujia board. fucking tracie just HAD to try and contact spirits yeah whatever. i dont think i really beilieve in that stuff anyways. i miss things. and it kinda sucks. i dont know. i am at an artist block. i know i need to work on a few pictures. but. ah. i just dont feel like it. at all anymore. i dont know what i feel like anymore. i can just say.. i miss saying "i love you" to a certain person every night. i really do.