fuck fuck fuck you. theyre two of my best friends. so fuck you. i had an alright time at Frey's last night. that was good for me cuz if i had stayed home, i would have just ended up crying all night and probably puking again. so. yeah i went to the art room with frey since i stayed the night.. it was alright. he said that he thinks Laura is intimidated by me. what the fuck. if anything im intimidated by her. no. laura. im not going to try to take mike from you. i dunno theyre having Fro's party tonight. and fro and all and such want me to go.. so i guess im going. but i cant garuntee you i wont drink. cuz. actually right now thats all i want to do. and who knows. maybe ill make out with some random guy. since ill probably be single by the end of tonight. or well.. at least considering myself that. fine cresten. go out. party with YOUR fucking friends and smoke as much pot as you fucking want. i dont have to be a fucking part of it anymore. sides. i have ways. i can get my own alcohol and pot. thats to say if i want. well. a friend. no i wont say it. thats the private entry. but still. well. good luck to you and whatever youre doing... or not doing. maybe here is where we go our separate ways. heres to the death of my fucking heart. the saddest thing is that i dont even know you anymore.