i thought you were clean.. but you were dirty. i thought you were innocent.. god you proved me wrong. i thought so much.. that was different. and i still love you just the same. either way. ************************** ah god. i want to get over all of this. so we can put it behind ourselves and just move on. i hate how we keep riding around in circles. is it possible to have a 'Truth Fest'? where everyone sits around the living room in a big circle and tells the truth about everything so it takes the guesswork out of it all? whats so hard about telling it? not sure. i make it a point to be harshly truthful most of the time. i sure would like Truth Fest... if it was real.