so apparently crestens band changed their name to The Bonzais... they did good tonite. ...... im still sad however. i think he doesnt have enough time for a girlfriend. really. i did get in for free tonite, cuz apparently im with the band. but really.... i miss cresten. i know it sounds dumb.. okay... like for people who dont get to see their bfs very much, cuz i went through that,... but being able to see them, but not get basically ANY attention at all is nearly the same thing. Baker was there tonite. sadly. i think i have a slight crush on him. nothing that will develop, cuz i really do love cresten. i dunno. i just find Baker attractive in the weirdest sort of ways. hes really sweet. yeah. so there was more and stuff, but really i just kinda wanna sit here and sulk and watch homestarrunner. so. ill go. i HATE pmsing. oh and im depressed cuz im fat. im short and fat. i found that out today. im not as skinny as i thought i was. im short and fat.