[18] Walkin' down Suicide Alley

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So do you ever get the impression that people only talk to you because they feel bad for you. I know that I have my select friends and such but sometimes it doesn't seem like that's enough. I just feel so damn low and I know that I shouldn't even worry about it because sometimes the only person that can make me happy is me. Screw all these god damn people. I'm sorry, I'm really emo right now. I mean yet again but I guess that's ok because I'm used to this god damn shit ...
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Sometimes I'm really happy and then sometimes I get all emo and 'weird'. But the emo-ness is getting less and less at the moment, which I'm hoping is going to keep going.

Update me on the boyfriend situation.
I guess it's quite fun to be emo sometimes when people are looking after me & care for me but sometimes I just feel like I want to be happy so badly - and the more I think that the less happy I am.
In my other journal I tend just to write the same things, maybe copy & pasted, maybe in different words just the same thing.