[36] Everything you say is a lie

Listening to: The Juliana Theory
So all of my entries are all about the same things but I'm at the point where I don't care. I write because it helps me and I know that none of you read this anymore and its completely obvious but I still write. I know that I say it doesn't bother me, but it seriously does and I know that it shouldn't but it does anyway. I mean writing was always my way of expressing myself and my thoughts and such without being criticized and then people started to read this and my LiveJournal so I kept writing but now that no one reads this why should I write anymore? I'll tell you because this time I seriously don't care. I bought the new Juliana Theory CD last night and its so amazing. I mean one of the best CDs that I've bought in a long time, but then again all of the CDs that I buy are good. This one is purely awesome :-D So everything with my guy is fixed and frankly I'm so happy now. Things seem to be better with us too since we talked over the weekend and worked things out. I always wish the same thing on the stars or when the time is all the same and just little things like that. They never seem to come true but for once I want this relationship to last so hopefully it does and hopefully no more stupid little fights because they suck and we almost broke up because of it. School is definitely kicking my ass. I mean its 10 pm and I've already napped for four hours and am about to go back to bed. This totally blows and the semester just started last week so its going to be very long. My next break isn't until Thanksgiving and its only like two days. Hopefully it starts to pick up because I can't keep living on like this all semester. Well that's all I have.
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hey you...thank you soo much I need all the luck I can get... WOW, I'm sooo happy that you and your boy have worked everything out...and I wish you the best of luck with him as well... I hope this guy Devin and I, I hope we somehow, in the end, end up together and happy. Keep in touch...cause I read your diary quite often!! so you better read mine! rest easy...♥Arik
i hope i feel better to hey i still read ur diary