So yesterday was Charlotte's birthday and we went to Canada. There's a lot of stuff that happened that I'm not going to say but I will say WOW! :] and only 5 people know what I'm talking about ... I know that secrets don't make friends but as this exact moment in time I don't even care. Overall the night was fun and very long, I was up about 19 hours that day but it was cool and tons of fun. So anyway, back to a depressing entry because that's what I was going to write anyway. I'm sure that the two of you that actually read this won't be surprised but anyway, its how I'm feeling and nothing more. I know that all of my entries are depressing but I should write everything that I'm feeling for the mere fact that I don't give a shit what you people think anyway ... I'm giving up on a lot of things and "you" would be one of them. I know that giving up doesn't solve anything, along with running away but its the easiest thing to do. I mean what's the point of crying over "you" anyway. Wait, let me answer my own question, nothing. I mean lately you've been hurting me more than anything and its not helping me as a person. I'm done and I know that I say that a lot, but this time I really mean it. done done done and this time I'm sticking to that. So today I had to redye my hair and lets hope that it was for a good reason because if it wasn't then I'm going to be fucking pissed off like no other. Well I have the longest day in hell tomorrow so I'm gonna go try to get some sleep after I read a whole chapter in my book. Stupid stupid stupid