So it seems like I haven't written in here in ages but its only been a few days. I just never know what to write anymore because I hate when people critize and are stupid about my thoughts and feelings and everything else that I write about. I never really think when I'm writing, just letting the thoughts take over and my fingers do all the typing. I guess when I get going I just type away not even thinking until I've written a whole long thing about absolutely nothing. School is still school. Retaking Chemistry in the winter semester so maybe then I can pass it and if I don't then I'm definitely going to change my major. I have one in mind but I don't know anymore. I guess we will see in a few months. This semester flew by which is actually weird because it was so stressful for me and everything. I'm on Thanksgiving break and I'm glad. I only got two days off from school but I must say that I need these two days. Except when I go back on Monday I have an English paper that I have to write. It bettr be a good topic because I hate when he gives us stupid topics. Aaa.ggg.hhh I finally got a job and I'm working with Chanel so that's cool. I'm a hostess at a bar. Its not hard but yesterday I held a door open for a few hours and now my lower back is killing me and I feel like an old lady. All of the drunk people that I talked to were funny and I think that I checked 500 IDs and talked to 500 people or more. It was crazy but I had fun and I actually like it. Actually, I"m not complaining because I need the money so we'll see how I like it come two months from now or something. Well I have nothing else to write about because nothing else is floating up. I hope that you all have a Happy Thanksgiving with your families and to the ones, if any, that read this, I love you ¢¾xoxoerin