I'm going to add another entry to this empty space that I call my LiveJournal. Everytime I sit down in front of my computer, working up what I'm going to write about, a million thoughts start to rush through my head and I can never muster up the words to make my thoughts make sense. Hence the fact that I have not updated in a while. 

Buddy (my dog) is really irritated with Lucy (my sister's dog) lately. She's about eighteen weeks old and my dog is about nine years old. She tries to play with him and sometimes he'll play back, but when either he's had enough or she's just bugging him, he will let her know. Two days in a row he's made her cry bad and I think its funny, which is probably wrong, but she needs to learn that he doesn't want to be bothered. Sometimes I feel bad, but there's nothing that I can do about it.

Jack graduates from high school on Thursday and I'm definitely really excited about that. I feel old though because my little sister graduates. If Ryan makes it that far then I'm really feel old, seeing as how he's only twelve right now. To change the topic really quick, does anyone other than me think its weird that Jim (RIP) was nine years older than me and Ryan is eight years younger than me. Man, my dad really wanted kids I guess. I'm helping with Jack's all night party because I feel bad for my mom. I mean for some reason, non of the parents wanted to help this year and they were pretty desperate. I guess you make sacrifices for your family when they need help.

I've been hanging out with Jessi a lot lately :] regarding some things that have been going on. I know that she'll be ok in the end, but this is the hardest part for her to go through. I'm trying my hardest to be a good friend towards her, but sometimes I don't think that I am. She's a great person and deserves the best, I just wish that not only she could see it but also everyone else. Seen Chanel a lot more lately too :] I love my friends!

I'm still jobless but hopefully that changes within the next few days. Still missing Steve, but the days are actually going by fast, only about two and a half more months until he (hopefully) comes home. School starts up in September, which means I need to get motivated for the fall semester. Michigan International Speedway in two weekends #12

Well its time for me to take some drugs and get some sleep. Hope you all are doing well.