So I must say that my relationship is about to end and frankly I don't care anymore. I mean he's hanging out with other girls and could careless about my feelings so I'm done because what's the point? I mean I'm definitely more miserable than happy and I can't keep feeling like shit and crying over this. Maybe he'll realize something after we break up or something. Chanel and my party on Saturday night ended up being a big hit. A lot of people showed up, none of my friend's came but I got over that. It was a really late night, but definitely good and almost all the boys there were attraction. I'm just glad that it turned out good and it only took us an hour to clean yesterday. School is still stressful and it doesn't help with the whole relationship thing or anything. I have another exam on Wednesday and I'm not ready for it. Maybe this one will be better than the last one. I don't have anything else to say so good-bye