Things are so messed up right now. I'm way confused and sort of know why. I just hate feeling this way. I have a big crush on him though and some days I think that's a good thing and other days I think that its a bad thing. I just don't know what to make of the whole situation anymore ... Play it out and we'll see. On Wednesday, I went to the last Tigers home game of the season and sat in a rain delay. Since the Yankees won though they called the game shortly after we left. The Tigers won though but it didn't really matter, they didn't make the playoffs, like I said they wouldn't anyway. I ruined my good fucking hat though and I'm pissed :/ Last night my aunt got free tickets to the Wings game and I went with her to that. We fucking won and we sat in center ice and I got to drool over Malt. I had a good time, but it would have been better if I was in a better mood. I did, however, sit next to the cutest boy ever. He was four years old :] I don't know anymore ...