[27] But sorry won't erase the things you did yesterday

by waiting4u
Listening to: Random on my playlist
So I was really excited about school starting next week and now I truly don't want it to come. I mean once it starts I'm never going to see my boyfriend and that worries me. I'm just afraid that we're going to fall and drift apart and I don't want that at all.
ErN kCkZ bUtT: i mean its bad enough i'm not going to see you that much but i don't want us to drift apart or fall apart him: i dont think its going to happen i dont want it to, but we cant say that it might not happen
I know that I shouldn't be worried but its hard when you can't predict the future and such. I wish I could know for sure that things will be fine between us but nobody ever knows. I really like this one and I don't want anything to happen. I mean there's only two people that I have in my life worthy enough to call friends and that's my best friend and my boyfriend. I love all of you on here though.
Justin: trust me u mean a lot to him ErN kCkZ bUtT: really? Justin: yea ErN kCkZ bUtT: sometimes i feel like i don't make him happy Justin: u do ErN kCkZ bUtT: does he tell you this? Justin: he use to when we hung out all the time
That makes me feel a lot better ... Anyway, hope that you all are doing well and I love you all on here and thanks for still reading my pointless entries and my rambling words ...
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Kind of a fucked up way of saying it'll never happen. "I don't think that it would happen...but we can't say that it won't". Jebus...what a pessimist. As long as you two don't get all lazy about talking to one another, (cause thats your strong suit right there, your talking), you should be good. Anyway...just thought that I'd add that.
P.S.: about your last rant about nobody cares about whats goin on, etc, come on now...I leave ya comments on like, every entry. AND I offered ya free tix to that Tigers game last week...(SWEET tickets by the way). So now I think I just like, doubled the number of people who read your rants. Besides...you put up with mine, so I owe ya one.
It's good that you like me reading I guess :) I decided to make people who read my diary read yours as well because you deserve lots of people to read and comment.

I hope you and David (Is that his name? Have I gone crazy?) last the distance. I'm sure you will, you sound like you really like each other.
I didn't really do anything, just put a link in my entries. They commented because you are interesting and they wanted to.

Anyway, it sounds like you like each other enough to really stick with this and make it work. If you have the persistance then finding time will not be an issue, you will be fine together.

I'd like to hear the story about not going to church. I feel a little alienated from church at the moment, which I guess would be a
[cont.] reason to postpone my basptism, but I'm not going to because I want to be really on fire for God again. I want to be really keen to go to church, and I think baptism might help might help me with those things.
My msn is rewhateveryouneed@hotmail.com so add me whenever you like. I'm away for two days but I'll accept the add when I get back.

I'm quite proud of remembering his name actually :)
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