[74] And I want you to see how beautiful you look to me

Listening to: Armor for Sleep
How come everything in this world has become so materalistic. How come everyone wants to be like everyone else? It seems like there are so many standards that people have to try and live up too. Whether or not that's good is beyond me that's for sure. I just hate how if you aren't the most attractive person or you don't have the million friends then you pretty much aren't a person at all. It seems like all of the girls nowadays want to be the aneorxic chick with the bleach blonde hair. All of the guys want to be like Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt, fucking man whores who definitely aren't jack shit. I hate how the world has become all about the magazine look. It pisses me off how you can't be yourself nowadays without people frowning upon you. There's a lot of times when I wish I could turn back the clock and go back to when I was a young child where how you looked definitely didn't matter and you could be yourself without it being a fucking problem. Even in high school being pretty and popular was an issue because if you weren't then the guys wouldn't talk to you and the girls were fucking douches. Why can't things be any different? Life fucking sucks and people need to be shot in the head.
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life can't be different..it sux. I miss you babygirl...hope you have a good christmas and shit..lol...♥Arika
[Anonymous]
aw thank you darlin! Glad to hear I'm missed...Hope you had a Merry Christmas, & that all is well..=-D I'll talk to you soon honey!!!!! ♥Arik
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