For one of the first times in a few weeks, I'm actually ok. I decided that I needed to stop feeling sorry for myself because no one really cares. I don't need them in my life to make me happy and I definitely don't need a jackass of a guy to make me happy either. I've come to the conclusion that I'm looking for happiness in all the wrong places so I'm just going to continue to do what I'm doing without the whole feeling sorry for myself thing. I'm starting to pay more attention to school and care a lot more than I did a few weeks ago. I know why, but would rather not say everything in here. Somethings are just meant to be personal. So I've thought plenty of times of saying good-bye to this and just ending it, but then I realized that some people outside of my home/state actually do care so I keep writing for you and I'm going to thank you again for still reading and hope you all are doing well. ¢¾