Listening to: winter olympics on TV
how come my days are good and bad all in one. i don't want these days like this. i want my days to be either good and bad and not both.
yesterday i hung out with tyler for a little while. i seen him for about an hour and a half and it was amazing. he's up at central michigan for school and i've only seen him twice since he left. i know that it hasn't bee that long but he's one of my best friends and i miss him. there's a lot of days when i wish that he wasn't so far away, some days when i feel like i need him right down the street. sometimes he's the only person that i talk too and i can't wait for him to come home for the summer so that we can definitely hang out more. when we were talking yesterday it seemed as if we both need each other the same amount but its hard because we're three hours apart. only two and a half months until summer ...
steve IMed me online last night and i was so happy to talk to him. he's been gone for five weeks and won't be home until september but its nice when he calls or actually gets to spend sometime on the internet so that we can talk.
me: so how are you?
steve: alright...wish i was home
me: i hear you on that one
steve: why you want me home so bad
me: well since you've left you're all i've thought about
steve: and you denied me of intercourse, when we werent gonna see eachother for like 9 months
me: i wanted it to mean something and i wasn't sure if it would before
steve: you leave me no room to argue with that answer
me: alright
steve: no I want to go home bout 10 times more than before
me: how come?
steve: theres some girl I wanna be with
steve: you might know her
steve: hey I gotta go get ready to go back up to the other camp...what days dont you work this week?
me: i'm working monday and tuesday until 8 and i don't know my schedule for the rest of the week yet
steve: alright...if able, Ill give you a call. do me one favor
me: ok?
steve: kepp your head up
god i miss him like crazy and he won't be home for at least another six months. i guess this is just something that i have to learn to live with. in due time things will work out for me.
school is crazy. i have to much homework and not enough time during the day because i have so much reading to do for classes and then work sometimes late at night so it sucks. only about five years left and then i'm done and i can move and start fresh ...
i'm going to finish watching the olympics and nascar but i hope the few of you that actually read this are doing well and i'll update again when i feel like i have something to say ...
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