[173] i fall as hard as i try

Feeling: cold

Why do you put me on a pedestal,
I'm so up high that I can't see the ground below,
So help me down you've got it wrong, I don't belong there


i should be reading my ethics reading for tomorrow, but its so hard to get through that i just can't get through it all right now. i figured that since i wasn't doing anything else than why not write another boring and pointless entry. blah, i have nothing ever to say, but oh well, i'll just ramble on and say fuck it since no one reads it anyway ...

i hurt my knee on friday and work and i took two days off from working out and running after only being back two days from being sick and such. i ran a mile and a half on the treadmill and did two miles on the eliptical and than after that, i thought my knee was swollen again and it hurt really bad and i was limping a little bit. i'm not sure what i did but i'll be walking around campus tomorrow for my five fucking classes. let's hope on wednesday it feels better because i need to run again and such. maybe one of these days i'll start toning again and lifting weights but not to get big just to tone.

school is moving quick already. its been two weeks and i'm still surviving the semester so let's see how long this lasts because i still have a ton of shit to do before the semester is over with. i have eight speeches and an oral presentation left to do along with a ton of computer homework and a ton of ethics reading to do. i'm seventy pages into my english book though so i'm hoping i can finish that one by the end of the week and than be done with it and i can start my papers and poems so i don't have to worry about at least one class. oh god school is tough. i don't think i'm ever going to be finished.

things are good though.
hope at least someone is doing good.
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i read it ^_^ and your cat is adorable.

i hope your knee feels better, dont push yourself too hard. glad things are good for you, you deserve something good.