[133] everybody makes mistakes

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Feeling: wounded
So two weeks ago I go to the OBGYN for an annual test and I sit around waiting for two weeks for my test results. The doctor says that everything looked fine and they would give me a call when the results came in. The lady calls today to say that the results showed some abnormal cells and that I have to go back in for another test. She said that it could be nothing or it could be serious [IE cancer] but I won't know. I have an emotional breakdown to three different people and I thought about calling off of work today just to lay in bed and freak out some more. My mom said not to worry because it might not be anything but if they have to take a tissue sample than I should worry. We couldn't talk about much because she was at work but we'll talk tonight and figure everything out. Its like I've had a very stressful week again and now I have to wait two weeks to know what's going on with me. Thank god I have awesome friends who am doing their best to keep me sane right now and its only been two hours since I talked to the lady from the doctor's office :/ Let's hope its nothing serious. I'm going to go read my book and sit at work until eight pm.
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I'm really sorry, dear. Chances are, it's nothing. Yesterday was my first visit to the OB/GYN, so I'm still awaiting my test results. You can call me if you need to talk. When is your next appointment?
If it is something serious, you can at least be glad that they found it before it became a problem. What did your aunt have that she had to have laser surgery for? My Grandma had breast cancer, so I'm always worried about getting that someday.