So I managed to pull of four A's and one A- this past semester is school. That means my dean's letter list is going to come soon and that will be pretty awesome when it does. I've worked my ass off these past two semesters and my family hasn't said shit about it. When I leave in August they'll be really sorry about that because I won't be here for them to treat like shit and I won't be around to pay their bills like I do now. I know that I shouldn't want to run away or anything but leaving for school is my only escape out of this place where I'm so unhappy I try to never be home anymore and I shouldn't have to live like that in my own house; sometimes I don't even feel like its my house. At least the boyfriend is amazing and willing to do anything to make me smile. He told me that he was extremely proud of me and that I've inspired him to do great things. I'm so glad that I have him in my life. Its going to be hard when I leave though; he went to Cedar Point and I didn't know what I was going to do and now that I'm going three hours away for school I don't know how I'm going to survive. Hope everyone is will. I need to go get ready for my cousin's wife's graduation party.