[183] Close your eyes and ride into this night

Humanity is a disease, a cancer on the body of the world.
Oh I'm at work and I'm tired. I know that I average about five hours a night if not less than that, but for some reason today I'm overly exhausted. I have a ton of stuff to do when I go home, like my taxes along with a ton of homework. I just wish that the school semester would be over with because its getting to the point where I don't know how much more I can handle :/ I can't wait until my Myrtle Beach trip. I definitely need a break from all of this drama and shit in Michigan. I'm leaving March 8 and yeah I'm only going to be gone a few short days, but it will be a well needed break from this chaos. Jack has a softball tournament there and we're taking a trip there and I'll be pretty stoaked about leaving Michigan for a few days to get away from stuff. On another note, I've been lifting like crazy. I can finally really start to see the definition that I'm getting and I'm loving it. Yesterday I did 80 pounds on one of the shoulder machines and I thought my shoulders were going to break. I also ran three miles on the treadmill after that. I need to start eating better, like really better, and having a light snack before I go into the gym. I cramped up three minutes into my run, but was fine the rest of the run until I hit the two and a half mile mark when my legs started to feel like jello. I haven't run three miles since my sophomore year of high school so I was proud. Maybe soon I'll be able to run like Stephanie. I guess I'm going to get back to my book sine work is slow and I'll going to hang out in the corner and wait for time to continue to move.
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vacations are a essential. I'm leaving the 8th as well. i hope you enjoy your time out of state.
yay for trips! (= it's always nice to get out of the routine once in awhile. and congrats on the lifting. ;] hope you're well!