I've been lying to myself and others lately. I don't know what to do anymore. Me and Dave were talking about making out before and then one night it happened and he's "in love" with his girlfriend but we've made out a few times. Dana's the only person that I told about that one. I promised Chanel that I wouldn't let anything happen and it did and of course I didn't stop it. I promised Steve that I would wait for him to come home because I really like him right now but Tyler and Nicole just broke up and I'm like yes but I feel bad at the same time. I said that I wasn't going to do this again but I am. I still have strong feelings for Tyler and I'm going to go visit him after Spring Break probably and I'm afraid for that. Then Steve won't be home until September and I said that I would wait but I'm letting Dave and Tyler do this shit to me and I don't know what to do. Me and Dave are lying to ourselves and to his girlfriend and I broke a promise to everyone but giving in and cutting and I really like Steve and I made out with Dave :/ I fucking suck at life.