So its about that time where I should update this thing again since no one knows what's been going on in my NOT so busy life :] Things with Matt are on the rocks without actually being on the rocks because we aren't dating or anything like that. Last Wednesday he took me to dinner and it was nice to just be able to see him and than on Thursday when I got home from my classes, there were flowers there for me. He sent me those too and I was like AWWWW and than nothing. We haven't really talked since and I don't get it. Oh well right. School could be better. I hate my English class and am not doing as good as I want to be in my Humanities class. I think I got my schedule done for next semester though. Four classes, but I should take five, we'll see what my mom thinks. Now that I'm 21 and can drink legally here, I don't. I've been to the bar once in nine days and I'm like wow I'm sort of a loser. I need to start going out more and such. Instead I just sit at home in my chair and play XBOX. Ugh, I need a new life. I don't think there's anything else to say but I've realized that I'm done with certain people since its pointless to be their friend, especially when they forgot my birthday. Good to know they all are to caught up in their own lives to pay attention to anyone elses. Some people suck. I got nothing else. Only another hour at work left though because I said I would only work half the shift since I'm going to lunch with my mom and than getting new running shoes. Let's hope that makes me feel better and now I have motivation to work out. P.S. My hands are freezing, I can't type on the computer :/