the only thing i ever do anymore is work. i don't get to see my friends and i don't get to go out and enjoy being 21. i haven't seen him in five days either and i tried calling him today and didn't get anything but one ring and his voicemail. i know he probably hates me but its still worth a shot, at least i think. i did drop my two mile time again and i'm going to the gym in like an hour because than i can get my check too and not have to worry about a million people being in the gym. plus maybe i'll get to drool over all the cute boys that i love seeing in there. i did, however, finish two classes today. i take my psychology exam on monday. take my history exam on tuesday. go pick up my psychology exam and paper on wednesday. pick up my humanities papers and exam on thursday. yeah, i've managed to survive almost 40 hour work weeks for over a month and do decent in my classes. i want to run away.