So I know that I don't write in here much but its not because I don't love the two people that read this but its because I never have anything to share with you guys. My birthday was yesterday and I got a lot of messages online and such but it didn't mean anything. I mean all of my friends could have called and I know that sounds selfish but seriously. I never talk to them and it was my goddamn birthday. My best friend bought me a star in the sky and he's in Orion's club and my mom bought me my second season of OTH along with my ipod adapter. My aunt and sister gave me money and my dad didn't give me anything or at least not yet. Its hard when everyone forgets. :[ I guess my realization of only being important to a few people really is true. I went to the casino in Canada and just had fun hanging out with my best friend. I cried again last night to my best friend and I'm not going to put about what but it seems like that's all I ever do anymore and it totally effin sucks. Well I don't have anything else to write about and I'm gonna go lay down so hope the two people that read this are good and I'll talk to you all soon.