My Miss You Diary A short journal I've been keeping since we've been apart! Confidential Private.. XOXO For your eyes only... Day 1: I feel so alone... so horribly alone. The pit of despair consumes me. Day is now night; a dark shadow looms over me, and I am overcome with grief. I can't believe we've been apart only 10 minutes! Day 2: was up all night thinking of you. Tried counting sheep, but they all had your head. Gave up at 4,628. wasn't myself at work today. Note: wear underwear -underneath- tomorrow. Day 3: so lonely. went to the store to clear my head. There was a sale on whipped cream and body oil. I NEED YOU!!! Day 4: Waaaahhhh (sniff) wwwaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh (choke, sniffle) Waahhhhhhhhhh! *tears staining the pages along with pictures drawn of faces that are sad and crying with captions of "Me missing you"* Day 5: Need...you....must....hold....on... (Pretty pathetic ain't I?) Day 6: Idea! Mail myself in large overnight crate!! Postal regulations? *box drawn with oxygen tank and candy bars along with me inside it* Problem: Bathroom! Day 7: Things to do today: 1. Miss you 2. WANT YOU 3. NEED YOU 4. Think of you 5. Do laundry (Hey just because I'm all alone doesn't mean I gotta smell.) 6. Dream of you Day 8: Idea: Mail this diary to you so you'll know how utterly lost and alone and incomplete I am without you! *some more pictures with stick figures crying pathetically* Explaination: Derek went to Priesthood Retreat Thurs-Sat