July 27th, 2011, Wednesday

6 month anniversary

The longest relationship I've had out of high school.

I don't know if ppl usually celebrate 6 month anni's. But it seemed kinda special to me.

I wondered if it meant anything to him. How does he feel about it? Anything special?

I made him cupcakes and dinner and waited....and waited.

The one day he stays at work 3 extra hours. He wasn't hungry when he got home.

He didn't even know/remember.

I wrote "Happy Anni" next to the cupcakes.

He decided it would be funny to have a conversation about "who "Anni" was and why did she get cupcakes" the rest of the night.

I went to bed that night and stared at the ceiling and my glow in the dark stars.

Today 6 pink roses were delivered to my office.

I think I'm gonna cry.

I don't think I can do this.