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Feeling: sick
"I choose not to be an ordinary man; it is my right to be someone out of the ordinary, If I am able." I got my pictures back yesterday. Reminds me of how much I love pictures. Must make another collage...mwhaha. Pictures of my birthday present on the front lawn. Pictures of the house I lived in while going to college. Pictures of my sisters house which I pestered those two years. Pictures of nature and Grandma doing what she loves, gardening. I went to go get parking brake cables at Checkers. The kid looks at me funny. He found them and said they were speciality order and about $63. I'm like "For a '84 Honda?! There ain't nothing "special" about my car - I ain't spending that to have brakes! I'm leaving now". In the mail I got yet another piece of paper that informs me that I do not have credit. Genious. I can't get the credit card without getting credit. I can't get credit without getting the card. It's feels like graduation. Can't get the job cuz of no experience, can't experience with no job. Sigh. So I went to Mindys to complain. She helped me sign up for a card. It took me forever and I screwed it up. I had a headache and hadn't eaten food in like 8 hours. I gave up. I went outside for a frustrated walk. One of those nights where nothing goes right. "A man loses a lot of things and sometimes finds them again, but it's my duty to inform you, and you'll do well to remember it, if once your sense of shame gets lost it will never again be found." -La Vuelta de Martin Fierro But today, on the other hand, I got a haircut today. About 3 or 4 inches. Not a big difference to outsiders, but for me, it's amazing! Feels so much better. I learned my car does not like rain. Why does nobody like rain? I love it, cept my nose. :scrunches up her nose: It takes extra long to get my car going in rain, my wipers suck so I can't drive in downpouring rain and my speedometer thingy refuses to even remotely work in rain. So many things to buy for my car...but I'll worry about that after my LA trip. Natalie is going to find out if her baby is a boy or a girl on Friday. And today, Kellie just found out that she's pregnant! It's weird to think that 'pregnancy is not a bad thing' (within the bonds of marriage). I've never been able to think of it like that for many reasons. But this is...is a good thing. Right? Nothing to panic about in a bad way. Panic with excitment right? Aw, all my friends are growing up and getting pregnant. I think Shelly is next. Then maybe me.....crazy! Think I would be married and pregnant within the next two years? Yeah, me either.
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would you want to be married and pregnant in 2 years? i am happy for them but that would SO not be 'not bad' if i were in kelly's/natalie's shoes. but then i guess i'm a horrible baby hater. can i see your collage?
getting married is scary enough, let alone getting preggers. You're an excellent photographer, i'm excited to see your stuff.