So the latest event in my life has totally explained the past couple of days, esp the HUGE journal entry yesterday, among other things. I'm bleeding! I didn't get dressed this morning. I rolled out of bed, put on a hat, a scarf, grabbed my coat and backpack, stopped by the kitchen for something to eat and went out the door at 6:30a.m. My pink flamingo pants. Rock on! My huge gray sweater, gray scarf and pink hat. I forgot to put on a bra to. Not that it'd matter. I went to listen to the guest speaker in Insurance class today. I kinda texted thru that. Then I went to math and spent 30 minutes on a teacher evaluation, I know, seriously, I'm retarded. I did that instead of doing the final...I'm soo not ready to take the final, prolly never will be... but I'll postpone it til Tuesday. Then I ran to the bus stop and got there just in time! And I was going home at 9a.m. in the morning! Do you know how good that feels? To do whatever you want at whatever time you want? I went home and slept. I thought I was almost too excited to sleep when I got home b/c of the freedom. When I was talking to Jordan I realized how horny I was. Craapp. This is a VERY bad weekend to see this boy when I am this horny. He's a boy, I know he'd respond very well to this. Of all weeks to be majorly horny...c'moonnn. *drools* I just watched Simple Plan on youtube....I want their bodies. Man, I totally got drool all over that envelope. I so can't concentrate on wholesome things. Gah, the curse of blood. I told Kellie my "levi story" and I think she got mad at Levi...O.o It felt good to get it out tho to someone who didn't accuse of me wanting a kiss. I'm so random. I keep dropping things. I'm prone to mess up a lot today. This day has gone by fast. I brought lots of rice crispies for lunch. I heart Grandmas ambition to cook. I still don't have a bra on. I just dropped my cup of water on my office floor...and then I walked away. I'm still ignoring it, hoping it will go away. Having hot flashes in this sweater. I think I might cry - they're leaving on my vacation. I'll try not to cry. I'll flirt mercilessly with a boy. Weeee skipping work tomorrow! Feels good. Braxton, quoting the tv, told me "a secret, because you're hot". I dont know how I feel about that. I told Max I cheated on him with Koda last night, and I think that mauling ment he forgives me...otherwise we have a long week together. heh Ready, set, catrastrophize! Everyone is ditching me It's finals week And I'm not supposed to travel in stormy weather And I'm traveling in unknown territory I'll be stressed I'm going on a date with a stranger basically I have no idea what the heck I'm doing and... It's official....my cat is dead.