Oh the irony of that song... I need to stop doing Wills. I'm having doubts and nightmares. o o o o o o o o o o o o o o Ya know when you have a goal for years and years and you finally acheive it? How are you supposed to feel? I can't feel anything. I'm ...in shock really. Ya know when you feel something good has finally happened to you? How do you react? How are you supposed to feel? Maybe I was too tired. Maybe that smile that was way too big Was to enough to express my joy It's exciting and scary All at the same time I'm not full of fear But I'm not full of excitement either I am calm. I can't feel anything. It weird. I feel like I know what I'm supposed to be doing now. Which is like DUH cuz I've been trying to get to this point for like 3 or 4 years now. If this wasn't where I was supposed to be Where I wasn't happy I wouldn't have worked that hard for that long. Is this how graduating is gonna feel? A smile, an exhausted "yay!", and then shock? Maybe the reality just hasn't hit me yet. I can't believe this is happening to me of all people One day this will sink in. And I'll be too full of emotion. Another beginning To another adventure I'm ready Take my hand Let's go ____________________ Happy Birthday Mum. I'm the other daughter you've always wanted. Sorry it took me so long. I will always love you. ~Love, me~