Oh, the places she'll go "I want to live my life The way you said I would With courage as my light Fighting for what's right Like you made me believe I could" Just for clarification I'm only writing in this journal b/c I finished my last journal like 5 days ago and I'm going insane without something to write in. I found a really cool one at Desert Book it's kinda like Kirri's! So the other day.....I have to admitt. I gave in. I shouldn't have, but I...did. This boy in my class asked me out...kinda... after class. I told you ...they'd be brave enuff one day to ask me! I was right, it's only a matter of time once they think yer cute! IT'S starting again! heh I must admitt life is easier when you have a boyfriend, but I think I'll stick with the harder side of life. I've been where it's easier, you'd have to kill me to do it...anyways! He asked me to breakfast! I can easily turn down dinner b/c they think it has to be all fancy and stuff...but breakfast...man I love breakfast! Esp when it's all out...bacon, eggs, hash browns, french toast..*sighs* mmm He had a freakin 05-06 silver Eclispe (I like eclispes btw but this was one was kinda...ugly) complete with radar detector and sound system and everything! Even had nitris whadeva stuff when he races in the summer. Oy kill me now. Another car fanatic. That's a lot of debt for a 19 yr old I must say and a lot to bring into marriage if he gets married, and besides it only holds two ppl so he obviously wasnt thinking about his future when he bought that car. heh Boys... He was soo nervous it was cute. We were going down the stairs and he went off onto random floors while trying to get to the first floor. He couldn't really drive ..properly, didn't know where he was going and ect. Really fast car, definately good performance tho. Then while we were eating he kept picking up his drink and putting it back down without drinking it and eating again. Haha! He juss spouted off questions so I couldnt ask any in return but hey, I'm narassistic I can handle that. heh! He wants to be an entrepreneur tho! While we were eating like 2 guys were out walking around his car checking it out, definately noticed his radar detector..Ugh that reminds me Dennis had one in his truck too *shudders* Yup, this kids a goner. Besides the fact I think he's hispanic and I've decided to be racist against hispanics and blacks. heh And did I mention I'm not really impressed with kids my age? They get kind of annoying. I felt like I was sittin in a limo and everyone was staring, after juss the other night I told someone there was no way I'd ride in a limo, or feel comfortable in one either. I'm such a hypocrite. Well enuff about boys... Grandma is so funny! I was coming down the stairs when I saw Grandma walk into the kitchen with a box of duct tape, tools, wrenchs, and screwdrivers a tool box of some kind. Apparently Grandma had been outside b/c she was in her coat. I was lil' curious why the box of tools so I asked her what she was doing. She pulled out the pliers and said "I'm getting out of my coat. I'm stuck" I laughed so hard. So I got her out of her coat, without the tools and...I couldnt stop laughing the whole time. Someones gotta take care of that lady eh? heh So cute. I'm almost half way thru my 2 year program and I'm already getting a job in a law firm. I might have enuff money for a laptop and/or pay for school in the summer to get some classes out of the way. After I get a laptop I can save up for car!...and then some other place to live. I dont understand why I would get a car tho, the bus and train get me anywhere I want besides Logan and I get a discount on the bus pass cuz I'm in school! Less gas money. wee But I aint moving until I graduate thats for shure. I want a studio apartment (flat) heh!I got a job that pays well over minimum wage and going to school at the same time! It might be easier to pay for the next few semesters of school! heh Almost done. Planned my future out, how about you? Notice it has nothing to do with someone of the opposite gender? I planned it that way. "I'm on my way! I dont know where I'm going I'm on my way!"