Friday the 13th! I grabbed my hat and hopped in a truck and I finally made it out of this city! I made it to the valley around 8-8:30pm. I was gonna try and find Dallin and bug him and his friends, but no one would answer my texts. I even texted all his friends. Sigh. So I figgered since I was in town and looking for friends- I'd stop by Natalies house. It was good timing. Just in time for pizza. Nathan and Misty were over. It felt like a lil'...mini party...just for me! It made me so happy. You have no idea. Friends. A familiar place. Free. They were in the middle of a game. So I just sat and ate pizza. They didn't even have to talk to me. Just sitting there next to them all was enough for me. Pathetic I know. Something is really wrong with me. I drank and drank lots of water there too. I usually get really thirsty and hungry here in the valley. After I ate like one piece of pizza I sat on the couch and cuddled up to the giant bear Arthur made for Natalie. It reminds me of Coo (cue), my huge white teddy I curled up with when I wanted to be held. I gave Natalie and Arthur their 'wedding' present I got from the state of LA. She asked if it would bite. It was a gator, of course it would. :D And Natalie tried the Tony Sacherars whadeva spice stuff and loved it. :D yay. I hope they liked it. Meanwhile, Nathan was harassing me on the couch. Kept stealing my teddy bear. He was just jealous. It felt nice to curl up with something - a lil unusually nice. Natalie and Misty were attempting to make scones or something. Natalie kept messing it up. Misty ended up on the floor kneading the dough stuff. I had to take a picture. Soon after they started though Mistys sister called needing help/ride home quickly so Misty left. Arthur went to bed soon after that (he had to work at like 4am). Which left Natalie, Nathan and I on the couch. We all sat and talked about our lives and everyone that was in our group back in high school. Natalie decided she needed to get her clothes from Ann's house and left us two alone. I went to look at a picture and I came back to the couch and Nathan like pulled me down on him. One of those awkward moments when you don't know what they want but they're pulling you down into an awkward position and yer trying to avoid it all at the same time. I managed to sit next to him instead of being pulled onto him sideways or something weird. I sat next to him and had my legs in his lap. He quickly changed that. Apparently thas not what he wanted when he so awkwardly pulled me directly down on him. He kinda picked me up and put me in his lap. Seriously, my big butt and his skinny lap - yeah it..just doesn't work. This is why I like big guys. :D Earlier tho when he was teasing me on the couch he suddenly had this idea where we could both sit on the couch a weird way by putting both of our butts together sideways, so he kinda picked me up and moved me. But the thing is...my giant butt and tiny one...sideways on the couch...doesn't work. So I kinda slipped off and kept my feet on the couch. He sat up and sat over me looking down and we talked and then he pulled me on the couch claiming it was awkward talking to me while on top of me. Haha. Now Nate and I have always had a relationship like that, but this, this was familiar and awkward at the same time ya know? Esp when Natalie came in and sat next to us as we 'cuddled' and basically she went on and on about WY. I don't think..Nate needs to hear about that kinda stuff. I didn't really want Nate to know I was secretly going to hell ya know? By then it was like 11:30-midnight and he was getting tired so he'd close his eyes and rest his head on my shoulder as Natalie talked. Natalie kept talking about all the guys that hit on/kissed me. Nathan is like #2 most jealous person I know. Not that he has any reason to be jealous - I'm not his...but still. I don't like to appear like I'm proud or bragging about all those guys that hit on me. He tried to put his head on my shoulder but I was like higher than him and not that close to him - so he had to make more effort to get to my shoulder and then he'd slip and would be like facing my boob and sometimes it felt like he found his way to my armpit. He is definitely a 'smeller'. He likes to smell girls basically. Kind of a creepy attribute. I had my arm around his shoulders to hold myself up when he tried to lean on me and my hand would make it to his cheek or something. At one point while Natalie was talking I was obliviously like rubbing his cheek with my two fingers and he kinda responded to that. I don't know if that was a good thing. About 12:30 he decided he needed to go home. I was sure he was numb by then. He used the pee room and then left with no hugs or anything. Natalie and I stayed up and talked about another half hour. Natalie wanted to invite me to the birth of her baby girl when the time came. (After recently learning I had to be invited to these things instead of just showing up! I was happy). She thought it was awkward asking me that. It wasn't awkward to me! The rest of the night was kinda...but not now. I wanted to be there when my baby girl was born! I'm excited. It's weird for me now to NOT see a baby born. It's like they appeared out of no where. I want to be there for her and Natalie. I went home in my truck and cowboy hat at like 1am and pulled into the parking lot in front of Moms house and soon after Dallin and Loryn pulled up in the bug. We had a chat and went to bed. And me, I slept on the couch.