Listening to: If You Want To by Michelle Branch
Feeling: chaotic
The thing is, it's funny what distances us from the rest of the world. For some, it's personality, for other's its the way the walk, others, it's the way they dress. So far, I've met about 2 other people that for them, as well as for me, the thing of seperating us from the rest of the world IS the rest of the world! Haha. It's the irony of life. Like, how else can I put it? It's like, and only a few will probable be able to agree, looking at someone for the first time, but EVERY time you see them, you see them something new. It's like, you give them the freedom to change themselves. Even if they don't. But watching them, and not trying to BE them, is so complicated, and yet, so great! I could never ask to be anyone else. I actually like the majority of my life. Even though, that IS the part I don't like. LIFE. lol. But honestly, What's the point of life if someone isn't willingly to jump up and be put out? I don't know about much, but for me, that's the only part I enjoy.
Anyway, it's Neish's birthday. She just signed on and COMPLETELY ignored me. Well, she's mad because she thinks I didn't call her. But I did, of course. I break easy. And anyway, I woke up yesterday at 9:30, which is really early for me, then stayed up with her until almost 3 this morning, when I could have been asleep at 11:30. But no, I had to be the FIRST to tell her happy birthday. So, I did tell her. And then today, around 2 I called her but her Mommy or Grandmom was on the phone. So... It still counts. But she's still mad. The way I figure it, she'll get over it. And if not, she'll learn. After all, what other choice can she summon? Anyways, I think that guy was being sarcastic with his lil, "Don't Cry" message. It doesn't bother me though. Not many things can. Well, I gotta get outta here and maybe call my Best Friend. She's sure to tell me how the outside life is since I'm on the inside GROUNDED! Life's so...Kodak.
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