Listening to: Nothing anymore
Feeling: mercurial
One more entry that you can listen to me bytch n complain in. On a good note, my baby was awake last night! YAY! I'm so freaking happy about that.
On a bad note, me and my dad had an argument. But lately, that's all we ever do. It's just the same as getting along. I'm only there when I make myself visible. He has no clue what's been going on with me, yet he's so willing to yell at me?! I'm sick of that!
On a worse note, Lauren doesn't know what to do. The bad part is, that no one is there. Not that she's pregnant. (Sorry if that bothers you Lauren) But, no, really, it's cool to be pregnant. Hey, everyone survives. But it sucks when the people that are supposed to be always there...aren't there anymore.
The worse note, I've been feeling like I'm an insomniac. It doesn't help that even when I feel like I can sleep, I just lay there. Thinking about what's wrong. What ever happened to seeing the good? And when I can't sleep, I can't think about anything. Except sleep. Man this sucks. But hey...Eventually I'll get over it. I mean, I've done 2 great things in my life so far. Pass Kindergarden, and pass middle schoool. SO why can't I just pass in life? Or am I just passed out??!
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