{163.} Sob Story

Feeling: agitated
I KNOW THAT FUCKER HAS HIS LITTLE BITCH ON THE PHONE! ergh..I need to calm down so I can get this all out, but no matter what, I'm going to have to explain stuff I don't feel like explaining. Basically, I'll take you to this morning where my dad goes into MY room to get my MOTHER'S lap top because my mother wanted me to hide it from his stupid reject ass. So then, of course, he goes into my closet this morning, and I'm like, what are you doing? and he goes, looking for my phone charger. I'm like, I have my charger RIGHT HERE..why would I take yours? Get out of my closet. And he goes, oh, well, yeah you're right. Anyways, when me and my mom go into the basement (which is like at least 9-12 hours since that morning) he goes into my room and gets the lap top and he writes my mom a note saying: If it's in this house and I want it, I'll find it. I just have respect enough not to break your things. (My mom accidentally broke something of his, that IRREPLACABLE) Note: I was going to replace it though. Yes, I do the un-thinkable. Anyways, I'm like pissed and confront him about whats missing, and he goes, I didn't go through your stuff, and I go YES YOU DID! And he lies, and then finally, goes, okay, yeah, I didn't go through it though, I knew exactly what I was doing and where to go. Going through is rummaging. I'm like FUCK THAT! You did something you had NO RIGHT and NO PERMISSION to do! Anyways, I'm like, fuck it. And he goes, I was disrespectful to HIM. So I'm like, fuck it. Then later he's trying to be my friend, and I'm like, fuck off. I just don't acknowledge him. I mean, I was acknowledging his presence but I wouldn't look at him or anything. Later, he gets me at around 12:45 and goes, well, look I just feel you were disrespecting me. I'm like YOU!! You fucking went through MY stuff, and I disrespected YOU??? And we go back and forth like we'd done earlier. Nothing new was said, and I go, look, this is so pointless. Apparently, neither one of us are budging on our opinions, so just let us both calm down. I'll talk to you when I'm ready. THIS FUCKIN TWO YEAR OLD GETS PISSED OFF AND goes, well you know what? I'm just going to call somebody that gives a DAMN about me. I go did I say I didn't care??? Anyways, then he comes around and upstairs and down on the phone with (who I think is his whore) and goes, yeah I just can't stand them being mad at me. Honestly, my daughter is just so mad, I've never seen her like this. Yeah, I figure you WOULDN'T since you've been TTDY! Oh, did I mention that you missed me finding your gun TWICE in my life? Did I mention how I overheard you threaten my mother's life TWICE in my life? Did I mention that I've never felt close to you until this year, and several times you betrayed me and I looked over it? Did I mention you really shouldn't call yourself a dad. You're a father. There's a difference. Whaaa Whaa: Tell your damn sob story to the little whore you cheated on my mom 7 years ago with. Bitch. Haha, no no, this is a NEW little whore. Yep. Fresh bitches for feeding!
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thanks for commenting... whats ur AIM screen name.. we should talk
[Anonymous]
i'm sorry twin...sorry that i wasn't there to talk to, sorry that this stuff is happening. i hope things get better...i'm not going to be around for like the next three days or so, because i'm going out of town to see joe because neither of us can stand it any longer, but i hope things get better and i will be able to talk to you however much you want when i get back, so you can vent, or whatever you need.
-twin