Well, okay, Megs just told me she's doing the whole straight thing again. That's great. Really. Okay, yuh, I don't sound so enthusiastic. I can't! I feel alone. I won't feel right saying stuff to her anymore. I'm happy. But still, If feel betrayed. Ugh! Well, thats gone now. We'll still be close. I hope. Ugh! First she's leaving, now she's straight. And all this within 7 days?! I'm not a goddess. Just close to it! Anyways, what else? O right! Yuh, me and T are still fighting. When aren't we? Well, she's mad cuz I told her I don't care about anything that she does. That pissed her off. But I think it's hurting me even more! More news: I went to the dentist today. I feel better about that. The dentist always makes me feel happy! Now, I'ma go to school cheesin. Well, if I go to school. Other than that, the world is a blank to me. Muh mom's mad. I don't know why. I don't care right now either. I feel so alone. Like, no T to tell anything. And trust me, I've got PLENTY to tell her. No T to tell her what's going on. No T. No Megs to tell about T. No Megs to tell her it'll be okay, and work with her. NO ANYBODY! Shantelle hasn't been to school this week. And was all distant Thursday and Friday anyway. All the same. I need her back tomorrow. I need my world back. I need to be happy. Cuz I hate this feeling. Alone!