WOW! Thought I'd NEVER have any friends over there! Look guys, I got 2!! YAY! That makes me SO happy. Anyways, I'm so SLEEPY! My mom's been wakin me up everyday before 7. Saturday, I got a break. I woke up at 10. JEEZ! I'm sick of this. I got 11 days til I juss leave. No motivation, just Progress Report Grades. My mom's gonna be like, you need to keep that up. I was like, well while I'm stayin up, I'm leavin. So...how's that 4 makin u happy?! Jeez. Aint like she cares. Then, when did she EVER?! Anyways, I haven't seen Justin since...Thursday. Yuh, Thursday. I'm getting kinda worried. Granted, I haven't been online much, but still yet. This is a little ridiculous! ((Little scared???)) Ugh! I worry like a mother! Haha..I'm gonna check out Penis's diary after I get thru writing. What a PENIS! lol. Haha! Okay, so let me keep writing the important stuff. I'm thinkin about breakin up wit muh Baby cuz they don't wanna have kids. And, I love them SOOO much, but how can I be with them when they honestly DONT want kids and I honestly DO. I know it's really early to think about, but still. I'd rather not later on get my heart crushed when they say, "No kids" Than now. I can mend..hopefully! Plus, this guy is stalkyn me. Not to be mean, but it's a LOT weird. I can't even say a LITTLE! The guy follows me home by pretending to walk with Krys. Then, he knocks on my door wandering around and AVOIDING eye contact. Then, he got me ballooneys for V-Day and a Pink Rose. It was a NICE, REALLY nice gesture, and I thanked him, don't get me wrong, but doesn't anyone else find it a little ODD?! Well, anyways, I gotta call Shantelle. But I can't help but wonder about my Relationshyp status cuz I love who I'm with..hate to start BACK over, even though...Dwayne's back. And he's BOUND to come over and motivate me to start over AGAIN.UGH, I hate that I ever fell in love with him. I hate that he's back. But I still can't hate him. Cuz I DO love him. At least I admit it. And sooner or later, I'll have to face him. With or without my Relationshyp status open or free.