{63.} Being There (The Triangle Affect)

I was there. I swear to God I was there for her! SlipKnot Babe495 (1:25:00 AM): you know what... when I was cutting... where the fuck were u ta'lesha ?! where were u when all this was happening to me ???? Yeah but no when ash needs u , u juss jump da fuck up N get in my shit. But like omg. WHY CANT ANYONE BELIEVE IM TRYING AS FUCKING HARD AS I CAN TO MAKE EVERYTHING OKAY WITH EVERYONE SlipKnot Babe495 (1:25:14 AM): please explain wtf I did or she did to deserve this cuz its not too clear to me BaBii AngyL 617 (1:25:53 AM): Megan, I tried to help you BaBii AngyL 617 (1:25:56 AM): I cared SlipKnot Babe495 (1:26:01 AM): I know u did.... SlipKnot Babe495 (1:26:04 AM): Im sorry SlipKnot Babe495 (1:26:09 AM): wtf is wrong with me tonight BaBii AngyL 617 (1:26:09 AM): So what do you mean where was I? SlipKnot Babe495 (1:26:10 AM): ugh BaBii AngyL 617 (1:26:12 AM): I was THERE SlipKnot Babe495 (1:26:15 AM): stop SlipKnot Babe495 (1:26:17 AM): please SlipKnot Babe495 (1:26:19 AM): stop SlipKnot Babe495 (1:27:12 AM): I know u were there and cared N I know Im fuckin killing her and I know Im fucjin up left N right. Im sorry if shit seems harsh comming outta my mouth tonight omfg I dont know whats wrong with me SlipKnot Babe495 (1:27:20 AM): juss plz lemme sort this out BaBii AngyL 617 (1:28:16 AM): i told u, u got it..u dont need my help and the past two-three days u've let me know that BaBii AngyL 617 (1:28:20 AM): im done SlipKnot Babe495 (1:28:38 AM): fine. go then. juss leave. Thats great. Bye. SlipKnot Babe495 signed off at 1:28:42 AM. SlipKnot Babe495 signed on at 1:28:42 AM. BaBii AngyL 617 (1:28:45 AM): Dont BaBii AngyL 617 (1:28:47 AM): even SlipKnot Babe495 (1:28:50 AM): whatever BaBii AngyL 617 (1:28:54 AM): YOU PUSHED ME AWAY SlipKnot Babe495 (1:28:57 AM): whatever BaBii AngyL 617 (1:29:02 AM): Megan, you never wanted me there BaBii AngyL 617 (1:29:07 AM): You've made that MORE than clear SlipKnot Babe495 (1:29:09 AM): keep tellin ur self that BaBii AngyL 617 (1:29:18 AM): So I'm not gonna beg myself to be ur dog BaBii AngyL 617 (1:29:26 AM): Im not beggin for you anymore SlipKnot Babe495 (1:29:33 AM): then dont SlipKnot Babe495 (1:29:35 AM): just go SlipKnot Babe495 (1:29:37 AM): why r u still here BaBii AngyL 617 (1:29:40 AM): bye SlipKnot Babe495 (1:29:47 AM): Goodbye There was a time that I would've died for that girl. I once loved her. But...no matter what happened, I was there. This is a triangle. First Ash wants death, then Meg, now I just want the pills. I need them so bad, you wouldn't believe it. No T, no Carooq or Ikea, no Megan or Ashley anymore. NO NOTHING. My life is gone.
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my friends weren't there for me when i was cutting myself.. like last week. but at the same time it wasn't something i wanted everyone to know about. all they knew was that i was upset- i don't even think they knew to what extent it was. im just saying that i can relate. i don't know what someone is supposed to say to help. in my opinion there isn't anything. .......
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the only person who ever was able to help me was my boyfriend when i was a freshman, because he freaked out and got really scared when he saw the cuts. he counted them and he told me he'd never talk to me again if there were ever any more.
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