Feeling-Like my :-( Ex-Wife is a EVIL EVIL PERSON! Listening to- Lost Prophets, Last Train Home ____________________________________________ Last night went, fantasticO! After the fight I realized my "friend" is so wrapped up in herself, she can't pull w/e the fux she's wrapped up in DOWN long enuff 2 NOTICE me just a LITTLE! Whatever. Awww manm then I did my entry while I was talkin to Sam N Ash. Last words uttered 2 Sam-"I know these tears are pointless, but they just keep falling" They're gone now. SO good! My wrists hurt and so does my stomache. I don't think I'll tell Shantelle about what happened, she should be able to enjoy herself on SPRING BREAK! yah. ENJOY. Anyway, everytime I think I've gotten used to me and T's break ups, here come those God awful tears like it'll be our last. Hopefully last night WAS the last. I can't..NO I'm just NOT crying over this crap anymore. Besides, I was just playing with her about me changing subjects like that. Then she got serious, so so did I. Whatever. I was playing bout her being an azz. But she'll never know that. Besides, if she thought that I thought so LOW of her, then why was she with ME as long as SHE was?! Well...that's just me though. Either me and her are gonna be "we" or well just be enemies. There is NO more of THIS crap! Anyway, after I signed off from talking to Sam, it was about 1. Well, at least that's what time it was when I came out of the bathroom...yuh the bathroom was pretty interesting. Sitting on the floor of a bathroom and rocking is NOT a good idea people, it makes you dizzy. My head still hurts. ESPECIALLY when you get up and then turn the lights on...not pretty, trust me. Anyways, I couldn't find any pills. GOD what is wrong with this family. Do they hide pills? Freaking idiots. WHO TAKES OTHER PEOPLES PILLS FROM THEM?! Freaking hypS. I did manage to cut myself...2 on the arm and 2 on muh leg. Not bad. They aren't as deep as I'd like, but hey, I didn't have the right knife either. Yuh, the knife was somewhat calming. But...it wasn't anything GREAT. Pills are so much better. __________________________________________ The highlight OF the night- Throwing up in the bathroom. It didn't hurt at all. I see why people are beulemic now. (However you spell it) __________________________________________ No one was there for me during this. Not even the person who claimed she was in love --- with me. Yup. No one. All my friends love me, such love that they make their OWN little marks in more ways than one. ____________________________________________ It's raining. Becca would like it. I know I do. I'm gonna go be lazy and do stuff in my room. NO, not my BEDROOM, MY room. There's a difference if you know me and you know my house. Love is pointless and so is this entry. Love you! Haha.