Okay, no wonder I'd pick Brandy and Kanye West. Two of MY favorite artists. Ugh. I do feel torn. So here's the scenario..again: Me and T are 11 months. Me and D are 3 years on/off. But..now he's trying to make it more on than off. And granted, this is tearing me apart. But I don't believe it should. Ugh! I mean, I should know who I want to be with. D was my everything for so long that when I did finally start with T it was odd. And, T came in during the roughest, suckiest part of my life. And made it alot better than it was. But D...D's been there for a lot of it. And moreso, he's been a part of it. He's seen me through alot of crap. And I know that he'll do anything for me. But I believe I love them both. Which is really contradictory to what I stand for. Because I honestly believe you can only LOVE trully, ONE person, and BE IN LOVE with ONE person. I don't think there's a second and third shot. And though we look for love in all the wrong places, won't it eventually come? And though you mistake love various amounts of times, won't it come? And though I question myself, and find myself torn, won't the truth come? I find myself believing this. And if I'm wrong, let me know, but there are things and beliefs I must hold on to, to survive. And maybe I've made this one. But surviving comes with the fittest. And I find nothing very "fit" about myself at the moment. Mend my heart.