aww, yes. new term i picked up from becca. nice. like it. "reclusive." thats how i wanna be at the moment. reclusive. okay, so i DID drop by and see denise today :-) such FUN! She's going to Six Flags tomorrow. I'd go but I have to go to work and I really would prefer not to be asleep. O well. Another day. Carrying on, I am beginning to despise some people. {{My Ex's.}} Speaking of which, I went by Preston's house and job today. Not to see him. It just kind of, happened that way. Went by Ann's too. We didn't stop though. My world is slowly and depressingly falling apart. Again. I feel it. I know I will cry muhself to sleep tonight. I can't binge b/c unfortunately, since the last time I did that, it didn't recover quite exactly. It kind of felt like I hadn't ate in years. Its NEVER had that exact effect before. O well. Ugh. It's all like this: Crumbles. Beginning with: T. Then moving to, my family ((BRITTANEY ESPECIALLY)). Then THE Family. Then like, just ugh! The moving, my friends, "School" ugh! It's just ALL so pointless and crazy and just..suffocating as well as dreadful. ugh. Think I'll go sit on the porch for a while. K kays. Done with this b/c I don't feel like typing no more. Later. BTW.Work 2moro. -Y.B.-