It's all just so interesting. I mean, nothing in particular but..I'll site a few things: If there's someone you've fought so long and hard to get to, and it still doesn't work... I'm not saying give up, I'm just saying move on. If things never seem to get better, then maybe you're not trying to get them to become better. I know, for sure, when I used to write, and write well, it was BECAUSE I was always depressed.. and to be honest, I think I'd go there again if it meant my brain would work like it once did. If people are constantly trying to bring you down, stay down there and humble yourself. Bet they feel like asses, or at least you know you're closer to good karma/ God..whichever you believe more in. Personally, I'm chillin with God. And if, if you're just caught up in emotions, and can't get them out, and you feel overwhelmed by several things and it's all coming and rushing at you.. get it off your chest. Just let it out, and let it go free because all it's doing is hurting you in the end. And if it is- then, just let it be. --Thank God you re-opened keepsondreamin, Twin. I know that really made you happy. :-).