I told T some stuff yesterday night. Well, moreso, early this morning. She wasnt mad. As I already said, I was gonna tell her bout how I said I loved muh ex (to him). So then I told her. She didnt really care. She said something about marriage before she said she didn't care....Maybe she's deciding to get her speech back so that she can tell me to fuck off. Maybe.. I dunno. I'm scared. I dont wanna lose her. But if I do, what can I do? Deal with it. And tell muh self to keep breathing. Maybe she doesn't care because in reality, she doesn't care about me. And when she says she loves me, like she said, she loves me in an entire other way. Like maybe....o God. I'm gonna be paranoid tonight. My mom sent me to muh Dad and left me there for hours. He bought me home. I can't complain cuz I had fun. We watched basketball n stuff. It was kinda cool. First we watched the Rockets then we watched the Nets vs Lakers. Great game. We were both for the Lakers. But, we were all sad cuz Bryant n Kidd were both out for the game. It was saddening. Anyways, we talked for once. Really talked. I missed that. He showed me how to record stuff, well, that part is hard to explain... Cuz like, most of you will get confused by what I was recording..but yuh. It's hard to explain. But I had fun. What else? There's something else I'm sposed 2 talk bout 2nyte, but I'm freakin distracted. Sorry. That's it for the nyte! ::Muah::