Well, well, well. Lesha. You've found yourself, yet again in quite an angle and situation. Hmm, now how SHALL you redeem yourself? Beginning? Why, I shall help myself, Love. Well, first off, I'd like to apologize for not responding quicker to your messages. I must admit, it's my own fault. The storm hit MD and my internet went crashing. I pulled a miracle tonight to tell Megan something, which I can't even tell her because she signed off. O well. Continuing... Monday, I found out that my Ex..yes, the one I broke off my engagement with T to, wanted to be an azz and was still talking to me b/c he wanted "some." Point blank period. To all of his lies, to all 3 years I've put into him, to every tear I shed for him, the worse fear is that if I had to, if he did it again, I'd buy into it. Such a shame. I fear I will never trust myself again. What an issue. I brought it upon myself, however. Yes, I must admit I did. However, in lighter occasions, I will keep in faith my followers will not be disappointed or such an azz to repeat this: I have found myself uniquely drawn to someone very close to me. I plan to propose to them. Interesting? Yes. Dually noted? Yes. Hmm...Yes. Hmm...yes. Well, yesterday was fun. Mike called out of the blue. Fun. Really made me laugh a little. Me and Megan walked to Douglass and then to Queensland. Such fun, fun!!! We got to wake up Wayne!!YAY! And then he drove us home. Donald came by. He says he wants to "yeah" me. Wayne says Donald is small. Which really makes me want to laugh hard, but it's mean. Yeah. But I fear my letting Megan still converse with him is just as bad. What a waste of a true personality. Hmmm. Well, quite a lot has happpened in the past few days. I may call my Ex tomorrow. Word has it, TaNeisha may come back tomorrow. Secretly, I pray she does. What fun. My glee must shine through to you people, No? Yes, very well. Later on that subject. Justin demands I write in his guestbook. Very well, then.--Dice BTW- I saw Finding Nemo yesterday (FUNNY!) and today I re-watched Pirates of the Carribean. And I've seen Stepford Wives 2 times, and am going to see White Chicks and possibly go to Six Flags Friday. Interesting.